life has been a never ending roller coaster ride for me, but all that's left for me to do is to gather my courage to continue riding this life.
What I don't know is, how much strength is left to support this broken heart.
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
What do you do when someone you've feelings for doesn't feel the same way? Well, what CAN you do? It's like using a white crayon on a white piece of paper, it is marked, however
When he says he loves you, when he says he misses you, when he hugs you, when he says something that makes your heart skip a beat, as much as you want it to be true, want him to be serious, it isn't, he isn't. And you fight yourself in the dilemma to tell him your feelings or to not to, worrying just one thing - the friendship you've built. Well, "it's either you gain a relationship or lose a friendship", you HAVE to choose.
What tops it off is that he, has a girlfriend, whom he often complaints about to you. You're now expected to play your role as his best friend, speaking up for his girlfriend, encouraging him to not give up so easily, helping him to think of ideas to enlighten his girlfriend. At this point, pathetic is probably the only word you can describe yourself, cause despite all the effort you put in, his eyes will still be locked with the sight of his girlfriend.
But, if you really love someone, you just wish them happy. :)
..... but what if they're not happy with their other half?
Life, as it is.